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[Apr. 30th, 2004|06:26 pm] |
| [ | mindset |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | phone ringing at the library | ] |
wow i havent updated this thingy in like ten years cuz of my livejournal. i feel like doing something grrrrrrrrrr i'm so bored. but yes. |
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| "hey baby i noticed you have braces, i have braces too..." |
[Apr. 6th, 2004|11:30 am] |
| [ | mindset |
| |  satisfied | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | Raping Robert-"Pick up line song" | ] |
We've been practicing our asses off lately, Raping Robert I mean, and we've got two originals and a cover. I'm so excited, and happy, because for the first time in my life, i'm doing exactly what i want to do. And i'm becoming more assertive as well. YAY ME! haha. anyway, last night i was talking to lucas keller for a really long time, and it was so funny. i miss him a lot, i wish sometimes that things were still stuck back in idle 13 days. but i guess its better that we've all moved on in one way or another. i told him that i used to like him, and he was kinda shocked, he had no idea haha. funny.
it sucks this week because ben has to work his ass off and go to school fulltime. i feel so bad for him,. i wish there was something i could do to make him feel better about life in general. so yeah, hopefully he'll let loose on saturday and things will be okay.
check out the new raping robert pics...http://petridish.net/albumview.asp?a=13781
i'm out now...have a nice day. |
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| here comes another emo entry... |
[Mar. 29th, 2004|09:31 pm] |
| [ | mindset |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | Jewel-Pieces of You CD | ] |
I need to pinpoint how I feel right now. I'm frustrated because things somehow feel different with Ben lately, since the whole exgirlfriend thing. I feel like I'm somehow losing him, like he's slipping away from me. And I'm hurt, because he lied to me. I guess I pictured Ben as this super-boy who wasn't the least bit like other boys, and it's a real shocker to find out that he is. Not in all aspects, but I forget sometimes that he is part of the male species. But still...it doesn't change the fact that I still feel icky about everything. I wish this whole thing never happened, I wish things didn't feel weird. Like last night, for instance. We hardly talked at all the whole time he was out here. It was kinda just like hanging out with one of my guy friends, just sitting there watching tv, on separate couches for the most part of the night. Maybe it's just me subconsciously pushing him away because I hurt. I don't mean to, nor do I want to push him away. In fact, I want to feel normal about things. I should really be talking to Ben instead of once again whining to my deadjournal. Oh well though. The bottom line is, I love Ben. With all my heart. And this will pass in time.
On another brighter note, Raping Robert finally got through an entire song today! WOO HOO GO US! haha. Well, me, tara, and sam did anyway. Joanna was yet again nowhere to be found.
I think I need to give up on being friends with Scott and Eric. They obviously don't consider me to be one of their friends so I should really just get over it. Actually, no I need to vent about that too. I am really hurt that they couldnt even call me to hang out with Adam. He is one of my best friends, and they couldnt even bear to hang out with me for a few hours for his sake. Some friends, hey? Jesus. I don't understand what I ever did to them. Eric is the one who dicked me over. He hurt me! Not the other way around. I really just need to forget about them. And stop making myself go places I know they'll be just to try to get them to like me. Screw them. I'm done.
I think that's about it for now. Sorry for the emo whining. It just needed to come out. |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2004|02:48 pm] |
| [ | mindset |
| |  lazy | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | Green Day-"Minority" | ] |
hey chillins...yesterday was me and ben's 8 month anniversary so we went and saw "Dawn of the Dead" haha that movie fucking rocked. I'm so pissed off today though cuz my sister didnt go to school so she caused band practice to be cancelled two weeks in a row, and then she fucking like yelled at me. I heard from justin in email today so that was cool, i guess the date didnt work out...so any single ladies wanna hook up with him, drop me a line and i'll set ya up haha. anyway, i'll write more later, time to find books at the library. |
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| another night, well an hour or so at the gay center... |
[Mar. 20th, 2004|01:22 am] |
| [ | mindset |
| |  thirsty | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | Britney Spears-Toxic | ] |
so tonight actually turned out to be pretty fun, after i left the teen center. it was like my fucking high school reunion because both bands were from muktown...well except for the shitty first band that covered alkaline trio (lighting strike them down for that!) so all these bitches from muktown were there so i had to get out of there. so i told scotty to meet us at denny's afterwards and he did. him and this other really cool kid that i dont know his name came and we all squished in a booth and told dead baby jokes for awhile. i love scotty, such a cool cat.
me and ben got in a fight tonight. he sprung it on me out of the blue that he was gonna go visit his exgirlfriend tomorrow night. i'm just like what the fuck and i got really upset and started crying because why would he even think about doing that to me...errgh, i'm still a little touchy about that. but anyway, we talked about things and they're alright now...he just better not do that to me again. cuz i might go apeshit.
its cool ben and scotty are friends now. i knew they'd get along if they talked more...just like ben and justin...i want them to hang out too. cuz justin rocks, and so does ben....i love all my boys. haha. its so great to have mostly boys as friends. because the girl friends that i do have arent typical girls. like sam and jo jo and laura and jill and tara...they hate girls haha. anyway, i will talk to y'all later. have a nice night. |
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[Mar. 13th, 2004|12:14 am] |
| [ | mindset |
| |  uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | Green Day-"Good Riddance" | ] |
so yes, i really CANT STAND street punk. like the music isnt bad, but the people suck. and they smell bad too. they are just too about the look and they hate everyone who doesnt look like them and it pisses me off. but yeah, thats my street punk vent. in other news, i'm completely emotionally unstable lately. and i kinda blew up today and told ben how i've been feeling. which is a good thing because i actually told him this time instead of bottling it all up inside. i'm still really nervous about that party tomorrow. i dont know what to think...and now i feel bad because it came out today how many people i've given head to and i feel like a slut. i seriously feel terrible. but yeah. thats all for now because well thats all i really had to say haha. i love sam. i love ben. i love tara. i love eric. the end. |
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| thoughts... |
[Mar. 11th, 2004|03:15 pm] |
| [ | mindset |
| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | Riddlin Kids-"End of the World" | ] |
god, i just need to vent right now...these are all just thoughts, like nothing is wrong with me and ben, these are just things i have been thinking lately. just once i would like him to drop everything and come to me when i'm feeling lousy. last night i dropped everything with my plans with justin and went to ben's house cuz he said he was having a hard time. i just don't think he'd do that for me. and he wants to go to this party in milwaukee with this girl and i just have this overwhelming feeling like this one party could be the death of a great relationship. i'm not even sure why i feel so strongly like that, i just do, and it wont go away. i dont wanna be like "you can't go" cuz that would be really shitty of me, but its like i feel like shit right now in thinking about it. i dont know, maybe i'm just being dumb but i really don't feel to hot mentally today...maybe its the weather. |
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| i'm remembering now why sam hates high school so much... |
[Mar. 4th, 2004|10:09 am] |
| [ | mindset |
| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | alkaline trio-trouble breathing | ] |
i was nothing in high school to anyone. i was just the weird punk rock girl who no one made an effort to talk to. the only one i had was jill. and its amazing too because she was friends with all the kids that i wished would talk to me. just to know that they noticed me would have been good, but nope. i was a wallflower, a nobody, and i guess thats just how it remains.
but now...now i have good friends who actually care about me and like me for who i am. and a decent amount of them too. sam, tara, jojo, jill, shanna...thanks for being there all along.
although i do miss the times walking in a big clump...me, jilly, tara, jojo, brad, greg, sam, josh...haha that was fun.
this is really just incoherent rambling sparked by some recent events. i guess finally surfacing an opinion i've had for years is "too high school" for some people to handle. oh well. |
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| hello children... |
[Mar. 2nd, 2004|12:50 pm] |
| [ | mindset |
| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | "The Innocent" by Goldfinger, Mest, and Good Charlotte | ] |
i got a livejournal too cuz i sold out haha. my name on there is neverbeokay. i'm still going to use this one as my main journal though cuz deadjournal is so much cooler.
i talked to dean for awhile last night about my parents, and ben made me smile when i was crying hysterically, just another reason i love him. i seriously don't know how much longer i can take it though. living in this fake "family" situation. my mom is going to move out, she's just latching onto us cuz she's broke. my dad is unhappy living with the thought of my mom leaving. in the meantime, i'm in the midst of another breakdown and they are too busy bickering about money to care or even notice. so i bury myself in good ol' goodwill. i hate being here during the week cuz i miss ben and the pewaukee crew so much... for once in my life i feel like i actually do have friends. i skipped band practice yesterday because i slept all day due to depression. they came over and i was still passed out, which i feel really bad about today. i miss sam. i'm glad we've been hanging out a lot latetly though. anyway, i'm gonna go get ready for work now, everyone have a nice day. |
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| wow i havent updated in awhile |
[Mar. 1st, 2004|12:12 am] |
| [ | mindset |
| |  angry | ] |
so yes there are many things going on lately, most of which i will complain about now. first off becky werner died last week. i'm so sick of fucking ignorant mukwonago kids blowing it off like its no big deal. my good friend is completely devastated because he loved her. she wasnt just some face to him that happened to go to his school. god why do people take death so lightly. we could all not wake up tomorrow. i want so badly to make everything okay, and make her be alive at least just so dean and all her family could just say goodbye but i cant. she was so beautiful. why? why does god take away innocent bystanders? i've just been having a really hard time dealing with the whole concept of death lately.
another recent note: the final nail in the "i hate megan honn" coffin has been slammed in today. she's an ignorant mindfucked brainwashed bitch who thinks things she is doing now are sooo cool when me and jill did them up to 6 years ago. fucking poser. plus she's heartless. "i'm sorry annie. i guess even homecoming queens have bad days." what the fuck is that? HER SISTER DIED YOU DUMB BITCH!
yeah thats about it for now...except i visted emma in the hospital today, and the memories flooded in...at the rate i'm going i'll be back there soon enough.
Quote: "We don't know why, the innocent die will this world ever find a way to change?" |
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| this one's for sam... |
[Feb. 16th, 2004|07:48 pm] |
| [ | mindset |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | Taking Back Sunday-tell all your friends | ] |
a lot of this update is going to sound just like sam's but oh well lol. Friday night we went to the teen center because we were bored out of our minds. so we went to pay, and sam was like "IT'S GREG!" and i was thinking maybe some greg she knows from new berlin or something but sure enough, in walks little bob hole, with brad, and PAT BENSON. haha i didnt quite know what to think of it except where's the tom. then sure enough, a little while later, in walks tom. and he goes to sam, "let's go talk." so instantly my trista senses were like "what the fuck." so i had to go buy some cigs and smoke myself into oblivion until sam got back. she said he tried to hit on her and i was just like got whatta little faggot with a problem haha. but no, as time went on things got better. they were all sitting by brad's car, parked in the taco john's parking lot, so we pulled up in the lot behind taco john's, shut my lights off, and stalked them out while thinking of a plan to get them back for the dogshit incident last may. then LIGHTBULB! ben had left spinach dip in my car a few weeks earlier. so sure enough, we did a drive-by spinach dipping. we pulled up, sam was like "hey remember the dogshit incident" and then tara and joanna just started chucking spinach dip at them. so we drove off and around the block and they came and threw ice chunks at my car haha...they hit some black guys car with tinted windows, i thought they were gonna die lol. then we all made a truce and talked for awhile and went to george webb's. it was an interesting night, then sam slept over and i finally told her about what happened with tom a long time ago haha...she couldnt believe it. then saturday i worked at goodwill all day, and i was really really sick so it sucked ass. then i went to ben's house for valentine's day and we hung out with shawn and luna at denny's for awhile, and went home and slept. then sunday i worked all day at goodwill agian, and i thought i was going to die from being so sick, but i made it and then i stayed up online all night anyway working on our raping robert site. oh yeah, raping robert is now in full effect. we had our first practice tonight...we're going to cover a certain surprise song. anyway, thats about up to date for now. talk to y'all later. |
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| okay i stole this from sam even though she'll probably yell at me for it right now... |
[Feb. 9th, 2004|06:49 pm] |
| [ | mindset |
| | better than my last entry | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | nothing i'm at the library. | ] |
LaYeR oNe:
-- [Name:] trista
-- [Birthplace:] waukesha
-- [Current Location:] mukwonago
-- [Birthday] october 19th
-- [Eye Color:] hazel
-- [Hair Color:] blonde
-- [Height:] 5'8
-- [Righty or Lefty:] right
-- [Zodiac Sign:] libra
LayEr TwO - .P E R S O N A L
-- [boyfriend or girlfriend?] boyfriend
-- [crush] ben
-- [do u luv any1 right now] yes
-- [how many times have u been in luv?] only 1
- [still a virgin?] nope.
-- [how many hearts have u broken?] a few
-- [how many ppl broke ur heart?] more than a few
-- [best quote to sum up luv?] there is no summary.
-- [so what's ur gf/bf/crush like?] goofy punkrocker/hardcore/emo kid who is almost exactly like me
-- [what's ur dream grl/guy like?] ben
-- [do u go more by looks or personality?] personality
-- [ever kiss a friend?] yeah
-- [are u still friends?] yes
-- [pet peeves?] many many things
-- [have u ever cried over someone of the opposite sex?] yes.
-- [do u have a type of person u look for?] punk rock boys
-- [ever wanted to get revenge?] yes
-- [relationship or hook up?] relationship
-- [do u kno the person u want to get married w/ right now?] yes.
-- [are u happy w/ ur life?] nope. except for ben, the rest sucks balls.
Layer ThReE - Describe
-- [Your heritage:] Irish, German
-- [The shoes you wore today:] vans
-- [Your weakness:] being emo
-- [Your fears:] car accidents
-- [Your perfect pizza:] cheese,mushrooms, chicken
-- [Goal you'd like to achieve:] marry ben, move to california far away from everything
Layer FoUr - Tell
-- [Your most overused phrase/expression on AIM:] "LOL"
-- [Your best physical feature:] my heart if people would notice
-- [Your bedtime:] sometimes late sometimes early
- [Your greatest accomplishment:] graduating high school
-- [Your most missed memory:] having fun
Layer FiVe - You prefer
-- [Pepsi or Coke:] vanilla pepsi
-- [McDonald's or Burger King:] mcdonalds
-- [Single or group dates:] single
-- [Adidas or Nike:] Converse
-- [Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:] icky
-- [Chocolate or vanilla:] chocolate
-- [Cappuccino or coffee:] coffee
-- [smoke:] not anymore
-- [Cuss:] yes
-- [Have a crush(es):]yes
-- [Do you think you've been in love:] yes
-- [Want to go to college:] more than ever.
-- [Like highschool:] i miss high school.
-- [Want to get married:] yeah
-- [Believe in yourself:] not lately
-- [Get motion sickness:] yes
-- [Think you're attractive:] not at all.
[Think you're a health freak:] not at all.
-- [Get along with your parents:] my dad yeah.
-- [Like thunderstorms:] i love them
-- [Play an instrument:] guitar, the microphone
-- [have a new crush every week]nope
-- [believe in love] now i do
-- [believe there's tru luv?] yea
-- [type w/ ur fingers on the right keys] yeah
Layer SeVeN - In the past month have you
-- [Drank alcohol:] yeah
-- [Smoked:] yes
-- [Done a drug:] nope almost a year since then.
-- [Had Sex:] yeah
-- [Made Out:] yeah
-- [Gone on a date:] yeah
-- [Gone to the mall?:] yeah
-- [Been on stage:] no
-- [Been dumped:] no
-- [Gone skating:] no
-- [Made homemade cookies:] no
-- [Gone skinny dipping:] no
-- [Dyed your hair:] no
-- [Stolen anything:] ;)
Layer eiGhT - Have you ever
-- [Played a game that required removal of clothing:] no
-- [Been trashed or extremely intoxicated:] yes
-- [Been caught "doing something":] yeah by my cousin eric lol
-- [Participating in bondage:] handcuffs, nothing more than that though
-- [Gotten beaten up:] no
-- [Shoplifted:] yeah
-- [been called a tease] no
-- [changed who u were to fit in] yeah
-- [fallen 4 ur best friend] yeah
-- [been rejected] yeah
-- [rejected someone] yeah
-- [used someone] nope
-- [been cheated on] yep
-- [lied] yeah
Layer NiNe - The future
-- [Age you hope to be married:] like 22
-- [Numbers and Names of Children:] i dont know
-- [Describe your Dream Wedding:] as out of character as it may be, i want a traditional wedding with everyone there, and then a major punk rock reception
-- [How do you want to die:] anything but a car accident
-- [Where you want to go to college:] i've given up on caring
-- [What do you want to be when you grow up:] promoter/booker for bands
-- [What country would you most like to visit:] ireland or japan
Layer TeN - OpPosite SEx
-- [Best eye color?:] green
-- [Best hair color?:] black
-- [Short or long hair?:] depends on the person
-- [Best height:] taller than me
-- [Best weight:] not extremely obese
-- [Best articles of clothing:] chuck taylor's. haha.
-- [Best first date location:] movie
[Best first kiss location:] my yard by my car;)
Layer ELeVen - Number of
-- [Number of people I have kissed in my life:] sadly, like 35
-- [Number of people I have made out with:] probably like 30
-- [Number of drugs taken illegally:] 1
-- [Number of piercings:] i used to have 6 but now only 2
-- [Number of tattoos:] 1
-- [Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper:] quite a few considering i was the editor
-- [Number of scars on my body:] alot
-- [Number of things in my past that I regret:] a lot
Layer TwElVe - .F A V O R I T E.
-- [ppl] benjamin, jillian, tara, eric(cousin, matt skiba, sam even though she hates me, scott
-- [band/group] alkaline trio/lucky boys confusion
-- [time of day] night
-- [food] chinese
-- [fruit] apples
-- [actors] russell crowe or edward norton
-- [person 2 talk 2 online] ben haha cuz we're dorks
-- [cartoon] family guy
-- [game] tetris
-- [comic] no idea
-- [singer(s)] matt skiba, dan andriano,stubhy style:), benjamin:)
-- [famous person] matt skiba
[music -]punk rock, emo, screamo
Layer ThiRtEeN - .W H O.
-- [makes u laugh the most] ben and tara
-- [gives u a happy feeling when u see them] benjamin and jill would totally make me happy to see her right now lol
-- [is the easiest to talk to] ben
-- [has a crush on u] i think ben still does lol
-- [would u want to see right now] ben or jill or sam so we could not be fighting.
-- [was the last person u slow danced w/?] scott on friday...we slowdanced to fast ska haha it was funny. |
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| oh wow guess what! another shitty day! |
[Feb. 9th, 2004|06:38 pm] |
| [ | mindset |
| |  gloomy | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | MXPX-Responsibility | ] |
today wasn't any better than any other day this week. i woke up to my parents talking about me. sam is now mad at me because of some shit, my mom has yet to talk to me about everything, and my debit card keeps getting declined for no apparent reason. i hate living there....i want out so goddamn bad but i have no other options. i feel like ben is all i have right now and if it werent for him i'd either be dead or in the hospital again. |
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| some more highs and lows... |
[Feb. 8th, 2004|06:34 pm] |
| [ | mindset |
| |  numb | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | Good Charlotte-the story of my old man | ] |
last night was lbc...and it was fucking awesome. the first band, split habit, was really good. i bought one of their shirts. the second band was number one fan, also really good but need to work on their stage presence and making their songs more fun live, cuz seriously, i was sleeping. the third band, swizzle tree, kicked ass. and finally lbc rocked the house, but that was no surprise to me. then we went to denny's and came back here and slept. today on the other hand, i am not doing so well. i've been crying off and on all day...i just feel like i suck lately and let everyone down all the time. and i really cant stand my mom anymore, i'm starting to completely despise the whole situation and i wish i had some way out. but i dont so here i sit whining about it to people who don't even read my journal. wow i just had the harsh "i'm so incredibly lame" realization. hopefully this week will get better but right now i feel like shit. |
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| last few days |
[Feb. 7th, 2004|01:01 am] |
| [ | mindset |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | LBC-one to the right | ] |
well lets see here...some ups: scott came to visit me at work the other day which was awesome because i hadn't seen him in a very long time. i won some contest that the LBC street team had that i didnt even know about so now i'm on the guestlist for the show tomorrow night. me and ben got to hang out thursday night. all we did was sit around and stuff but we ran errands together all day friday so that was nice. and i hung out with scott on friday because i went to "Skaleiluia" at the teen center because he set the whole thing up. he's such a neat kid, i want to hang out with him more. too bad his brother needs to grow up lol...ooops, thats another story...
and now for the downs...buckle your seat belt.: my mom is doing it again. why doesnt she care about us? all she cares about is her freedom, never stops to think what she is doing to us. sometimes i dont think i have a mom. it's tearing me up inside. work sucked this week...i almost cried a few times becuase customers seem like they like to add extra jabs when you are already depressed. i was feeling for awhile like i was pushed to dead last on ben's priority list but we've since talked about that. i miss jill, wow do i really miss jill. with lbc coming up tomorrow i have all the more reason to be reminded of how much i miss her. i miss sam too...i dont know why we havent talked much lately. i wish things were easier. my pay check didnt come today but my tax return did. so ya win some ya lose some i guess. i should really go to bed but i finally have a minute to just sit here and vent all the shit thats been on my mind all week. i miss adam too, i wonder where he is and how he's doing all the time. the teen center was especially sad without him. the warped tour lineup is filling in by the day so i'm getting mighty excited about that. hopefully alkaline trio will hit up milwaukee and make me cream myself. haha wow that was vulgar. i cant wait to see ben again...i hate not knowing anymore when i'm gonna see him next. except he's going to lbc with me tomorrow, so that's when lol...i'm gonna get going now i think...typing is becoming increasingly difficult. later dudes. |
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| THE TEST: NEGATIVE |
[Feb. 2nd, 2004|08:34 pm] |
| [ | mindset |
| |  relieved | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | weezer-say it aint so | ] |
I took a pregnancy test, and I'M NOT PREGNANT!!! WAHOO. *feels relieved* god i'm so happy about that because i just couldnt handle that right now. i talked to sam today and found out that she's okay...*another relief* i was supposed to run errands with ben today and i got a really bad headache and had to go home early so that sucked. i feel really bad cuz i don't want him to think that i didnt want to go with him because i did. it sucked. we had fun last night though, we went to ben's moms and ate chicken and fish, and bothered charlie for awhile, and that was it...and then we came back and watched romper stompers with russell crowe...good movie. anyway, me and my nonpregnant self are gonna go get some juice. haha y'all have a nice day. |
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[Jan. 31st, 2004|10:23 pm] |
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| |  depressed | ] |
there's a good chance that i might be pregnant. and i am scared. so incredibly scared. and no one cares, and they all laugh. meanwhile, i sink deeper into the ground. |
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| 6 months... |
[Jan. 22nd, 2004|10:04 pm] |
| [ | mindset |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | kelis-milkshake...always in my friggin head | ] |
hey kids, yesterday was me and ben's 6 month anniversary. we went to sussex bowl with dean parks to play pool and goof around and stuff. it was fun. i suck at pool, but thats alright lol. dean was like "i like hanging out with you guys, you aren't constantly arguing." lol ben gave me a card, and it was sweet:) it made me smile. today i woke up with a really bad migraine and i threw up at ben's house. it was icky. and i came home early from work because of it. OOOH i gotta new cell phone! i was excited about it lol./ i dont know where sam is lately...i havent heard from her or seen her online at all lately. hmmf, i hope she's okay. i think i'll call her tomorrow. i emailed janelle, just so there wasnt an unsettled dispute between us. i want to kidnap eric from his stupid cult-like family. anyway i'm outy for now my head hurts. |
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| hey lush have fun, its the weekend... |
[Jan. 18th, 2004|06:32 pm] |
| [ | mindset |
| | relaxed | ] |
| [ | Tunage |
| | NFG-my friends over you haha i love NFG | ] |
so yes, this weekend was not really anything special, except i spent the whole thing with ben, just sleeping in his arms. :) god, i love him so much. but yes, friday night we went to joel's house, which was blatently not fun. it's never fun for me over there, cuz it's either poker, drinking, or movies, and i wasnt interested in any of it. then i just went back to ben's house and slept. then saturday, josh and ben came out and went to target with me and joanna. that was fun cuz me and jo jo were goofing around at target the whole time. i missed her, i'm glad we're friends again. we all went to little babe's to eat dinner, and it was funny because mukwonago is SO DEAD after 8 on saturday night. so there were like 4 old people in the restaurant besides us, and that was it, and they kept staring at us. then we took joanna home and picked up eric and again went to joel's and MY FUCKING GOD was i bored. i was just sitting there for like 2 hours staring blankly at the tv. so then me and ben kinda got in an argument over it just because boredom makes me grumpy, so we didnt talk for awhile, and then we took eric home and ben started laughing at me because of my "cute grumpy face". and then everything was fine between us and we went to denny's. i love jo that works there, she's so real, its awesome. then we just went back to ben's house and read for awhile and then fell asleep. today i stayed at ben's until 4:30 this afternoon. we just slept all day and read. it was nice and relaxing, which i needed right now. so yes, i dont work again until tuesday, which is nice. i'm gonna go now though cuz i dont have much else to write. later kids. |
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| | Alkaline Trio- whole Goddamnit cd | ] |
yesterday was my first day back to work. people actually missed me!!! i was like what?!?! it's cool though. then i went to ben's last night, which kinda sucks cuz i had major cramps and i was being a hormonal bitch, which i now feel terrible about. so ben, if you read this, i'm sorry. i can't wait until this weekend, i'm gonna go to p-town and party it up haha. today at work, we got a new cashier boy. he likes alkaline trio, so he's cool in my book. i like working there a lot, i really hope i dont fuck it up. anyway, i'm gonna go for now, i just wanted to do a quick update. later kiddies.
Quote: "mcdonalds, mcdonalds, kentucky fried chicken and the pizza hut." GODDAMN SONG! |
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